Hey peeps, *brushes blog with a feather duster* Indeed, it has really been a long time since I'd neglected mua blog. Sighs, August marked a big exclamation mark in my life.Every single thing that evolved around my life in that month was incredibly challenging to me.Honestly, at times of difficulty, all I that I thought of was to give up or either depend on myself.I felt really bad for I'd put God aside (not my priority). I repented over it, i asked God to guide me, hold me for I know that God will never forsake me, no matter in any situation, even if we're walking in the dark valley of life. God never fails us, this had been so real and visible in my life throughout this year.

Talking about my studies, I admit, I had always been procrastinating and sad to say Lazy.Most of the time, I gave in to the things I knew I shouldn't had been, in particular TV and most importantly Facebook. I seeked God and asked God to help me set my priority in life right.I sat for my trial.To be honest, I was and is disappointed with my result. I kept questioning myself,did I put in enough hardwork?Yeah, I reflected, and I made a conclusion that I did not put in enough effort in order to get the result I expected for.So, I made a convenant, I must must must work twice thrice harder. This is an important examination, and I can't afford to lose a single A. Pray for me as I press on. If I do my best, God will do the rest.

Nevertheless, I really thank God for He made everything sufficient in my life. He gave me wonderful family, which I personally acknowladge as my "backbone". Without them, I don't think i could withstand the challenges, the winds that blow from east to west, north to south. Sisters !! I LOVE MY SISTERS !! I can say this ALOUD , my sisters are the ones I share my feelings with, who understand my feelings, who pray with me, who counsal me when I'm down. Parents. I know it deep in my heart that I am definitely not a filial daughter. I know it and I know it myself only. My parents gave me all they had,all that they could, they poured out to me. But at times, I admit I disappoint them and turn their advice to a deaf ear. I will, in the future, be a blessing and love them as much as I can!

Being a prefect isn't an easy job.At times, I really feel like a Slave to the school. I often feel exhausted, tired and even regret for being a prefect. I don't understand why my life as a prefect have to be so different from the others.Having to bear with all the workload, the responsibility the school has hung on my shoulder, and most importantly my Studies. Thank God that He gave me friends and good friends. They helped me grow, they comfort me when I'm down. I thank God for friend like Tiffany, Poh Ling, Andrea, Phoebe, Jiayi,Shu Xian,Ru Shii,Wee Woon and more. Thank you friends for being by my side all this while.

I'll just continue to pray, ask God for his divine wisdom and strength upon me, to face the challenges and circumstances of life. Friends, please pray along with me as we grow in faith together. That's all for now, coming back soon.

Kisses,
Serene
new past